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Guess it's time for another fandom

Tue, 15 Dec 2009 05:17:00 +0100

Rex - a cop’s best friend (or Inspector Rex) might not be known to everyone - it’s Austrian-German and it was a while since it was on, at least here - sometime in the late 1990’s, but for those who do know about it and haven’t checked out my fics before, you’re welcome to take a look.

It’s the season for it…

Mon, 14 Dec 2009 04:02:11 +0100

It’s the season for it…

I suppose I'd better share another fandom this week...

Mon, 07 Dec 2009 20:42:00 +0100

… despite everything. Millennium isn’t very popular and I’m not sure where the inspiration for these fics came from, but here they are anyway. I suppose I’m nostalgic for the (relatively) good old days (read: the 1990’s) and the fin de siècle ambiance.

Life goes on long after the thrill of living is gone

Wed, 02 Dec 2009 13:38:24 +0100

My life is over. No, I’m not dead or even dying, at least not any more than we, all of us, are from the time we’re born. In fact, using some definition of ‘life’ I might be around for a very long time more. Unfortunately, in my family, we tend to have very long ‘lives’.

What I mean is, any hope I ever had of deriving any pleasure from life is gone. I should have seen it sooner, really. Like the smart little frog, I should have seen where this was going and given up and drowned. The stupid frog wins, someone saves him. No one’s going to save me and frankly, I wouldn’t want anyone else to save me. If I can’t save myself, I don’t want to be saved. And I can’t. So, like I said. It’s over.

You might ask what’s changed since last night. Well, in a way, a lot of things have changed. It seems I will probably be stuck in this hell hole where I ‘live’ for - well, for as long as I ‘live’. My one chance of getting out of here just vanished. I can’t tell you exactly what happened, because it’s still too painful. I don’t even know the full circumstances yet. Chances are, I won’t want to know.

Secondly, I had some other bad news. I can’t tell you what that is either. You probably wouldn’t understand, but it was the one thing I still had left to hope for, other than getting out of here.

It’s time I face the facts. I’ll never succeed in anything I try. I should have known sooner. I’ve been failing for more years than I like to remember. The truth is, I’ve never succeeded at anything after I left school.

Time to give up. Time to stop trying. Why should I set myself up for disappointment, when it’s clear that nothing is ever going to work out? Each time I allow myself to hope, those hopes are crushed, sooner or later.

This time I should be smart and stop. Stop trying, stop hoping, stop hurting. Except that last one won’t be possible. When I look at others around me the inevitable comparisons are going to show up. Why is she such a success when I’m not?

Of course, I only have myself to blame. I was born this way. Set up for failure from the time I was born. I’ve tried as hard as I’ve been able to try. As hard as someone like me is capable of. What a cruel joke.

I read somewhere that we, humanity, Earth, the universe, might just be one big simulation, created by some beings far more powerful than we are. In that case, i can only conclude that they did it out of spite. Doesn’t everything seem like one big cruel, sadistic joke? To me it does.

So this is it. TIme to get smart. Time to finally learn from my life and take the consequences. Maybe it will hurt a little less if I stop trying.

Midsomer Murders

Mon, 30 Nov 2009 16:03:19 +0100

This week I thought I’d share my Midsomer Murders fics. As usual, read the ratings and warnings.

Miami Vice fics

Mon, 23 Nov 2009 14:11:57 +0100

This week I thought I’d share my Miami Vice fics. They’re based on the tv series, not the movie. You might wonder why I write fanfics based on an old tv series. The answer is DVD:s. A couple of years ago I found some cheap DVD:s at the supermarket and decided to buy four of them (at a very good price). Two of them contained a couple of episodes of Miami Vice. Right away, I was hooked. I really need to see the rest of those episodes.

And another one. This is the last one, honestly. :)

Fri, 20 Nov 2009 15:40:28 +0100

And another one. This is the last one, honestly. :)

Another Sean Bean fan video.

Fri, 20 Nov 2009 15:39:41 +0100

Another Sean Bean fan video.

Just look at this guy. Even at his age, he’s such a...

Fri, 20 Nov 2009 15:38:55 +0100

Just look at this guy. Even at his age, he’s such a hottie.

Another fanvideo based on the same movie. This one is just as...

Thu, 19 Nov 2009 13:10:08 +0100

Another fanvideo based on the same movie. This one is just as cute. These guys were pretty much beginners and despite that they did such a great job. Well done.

Cute fan video based on a likewise cute short film I saw a...

Thu, 19 Nov 2009 13:06:00 +0100

Cute fan video based on a likewise cute short film I saw a couple of years ago. The weird thing is I know I’ve seen the blond guy somewhere in real life. Can’t think where it might have been, but I’m sure I recognized him as soon as I saw him in the movie. Well, I guess all mysteries can’t be solved…

Viggo Mortensen. So hot…

Wed, 18 Nov 2009 17:07:45 +0100

Viggo Mortensen. So hot…

Another awesome LOTR fanvid, featuring Boromir and Faramir.

Tue, 17 Nov 2009 11:07:16 +0100

Another awesome LOTR fanvid, featuring Boromir and Faramir.

Time for more fics...

Mon, 16 Nov 2009 15:04:44 +0100

This time I thought I’d share my Narnia fics. As usual, remember to read the ratings and warnings.

I found this awesome fanvid from LOTR - about brothers Boromir...

Sat, 14 Nov 2009 07:36:33 +0100

I found this awesome fanvid from LOTR - about brothers Boromir and Faramir.

Another Wallander fan video. This time too, it’s...

Fri, 13 Nov 2009 04:19:18 +0100

Another Wallander fan video. This time too, it’s Stefan/Linda.

A scene from Wallander, featuring Stefan Lindman (Ola Rapace)...

Thu, 12 Nov 2009 08:00:32 +0100

A scene from Wallander, featuring Stefan Lindman (Ola Rapace) and Frank Borg (Jacob Eklund).

I found this on YouTube (where else?) and I loved it.

Wed, 11 Nov 2009 11:03:59 +0100

I found this on YouTube (where else?) and I loved it.

This week's fics

Tue, 10 Nov 2009 01:58:05 +0100

This time I thought I’d share my fics based on the movie The Long Kiss Goodnight, starring Geena Davis.

What was that? ;) (PG-13)

Sat, 07 Nov 2009 04:11:06 +0100

What was that? ;) (PG-13)